Friday, October 31, 2008

Home from college

Poor baby!! He said earlier that he hasn't been sleeping very well. He fell asleep on the couch watching Ghost Hunters. I don't want to wake him to send him off to bed, but he is going to wake up hurting if I don't.
I am glad he came home tho. I have missed him.
They grow up sooo fast.

Happy birthday

Brother Ron he is well I can't tell you how old, he would hurt me bad. He's going to poo a brick if he see's his picture on here. Don't tell him ok!!!!!!

My hubby, he's 41 HAHAHAHAHA Sorry sweetie but you will always be older than me!!!!

Their birthday cake. I cut into before I realized I forgot to take a picture. It was gooooood cake, white with cream cheese icing. The only kind of cake there is.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Tagged 4th folder 4th picture

This was fun. Good idea
This is Renita up on the roof helping the guys reshingle. She was amazing. I think she even had fun. Until she had to figure how to get down.

Tag your it. Lets see what you come up with.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

More of Dallas

The view from my room

The Hotel

Flowers from around the hotel


Monday, October 20, 2008


my hotel room

Yvonne, Matthew, Meagan

Vonne and me being normal

Entrance to the hotel

Me and the gang

I went to Dallas this last weekend for a Seminar and it was great.
I learned alot and plan on using it in the office.
I did get to see my best bud Yvonne which truly made the trip. Meagan is 11 do you see how tall she is? They are great kids. Matty is a luvy. I got all sorts of kisses.
I did learn that staying in a hotel by yourself sucks the big one.
Good trip tho.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

33 Miles

Have you heard of them?
It's a christian singing group. They are wonderful!!
I can't seem to get enough of them.
They have made me think.
What am I doing with this gift of life?
I am taking advantage of everything that I have been given.
I have taken advantage of my body and soul. I have let people take advantage of me.
I have trashed my body and have real concern for my soul.
I believe in God and what he has done for me. I believe I will go to heaven when I die.
Is that enough? I don't know. I have been in major turmoil for awhile. I just didn't realize it until I listened to 33 miles. No group has touched me so much, or has made me question my way of life, and my decisions.
How do I fix this?
I know I am suppose to give everything to him. But how and not hang onto it.
I have to learn how to forgive the hurt in my heart. I have to let it go, but how. When I think I have given it to him it comes back. Does that mean he wants me to deal with it? If so HOW?
I'm not ready to face the people who have cut my heart out. It's easier to just ignore it. It's not the thing to do I know that. But what if they don't care about what they have done. What if they don't realize how much pain they have caused me? And what if they do and just don't care because it is easier for them to ignore it to.
I have lost a very important person in my life and I want them back. I truly do, but it could never be the same. That is killing me. I miss them terribly!
I know I need to be closer to God. I know what I have to do to get there.
There is a God and he is wonderful! I feel like I have let my father down and it is killing me.
I have never really felt like this before. This turmoil. This need to make everything right, with the two people who have hurt me. One, I can't be in the same room with, without getting nightmares of what he did to me in the barn. The second, I don't know, I have been in the same room with and ache for things to be right between us and know they never will be unless, unless what I don't know.
33 miles did this for me or to me I don't know. I thank them. Because they have made me think. They have made me realize maybe for the first time that he is here with me thru everything and has carried me when I didn't realize I needed to be carried.
They have also given me peace. Not alot but something I am trying to keep and let grow.
Please pray for me.
Please pray that I get the strength I need to do the right thing with my life and my soul.

Thursday, October 9, 2008


I was feeling a little pressure (from siser) to post my menu so here it is.
Monday- whatever you find
Tuesday- fix it yourself
Wednesday- don't care not hungry
Thursday- your old enough not to have me fix you anything
Friday - if there is any leftovers they are yours
Saturday- there is some frozen something you can make
Sunday- go buy whatever you want.
Enjoy, if you need recipes just let me know

The nieces

Sister's weeping Mulberry


she was smelling his breath for coffee

Don't hate me Nita, love you

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Iron man

Just watched it. Again.
I'm loving it. Again
Robert Downey Jr. is HOT
Must own it. Must buy it today.
Good movie.
Really good movie!!!
As I have said before, he's hotter now because he is clean.