The Nieces are coming

The Nieces are coming, The Nieces are coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am having some serious withdrawls here.

Are they here yet? No

How about now?

It's going to be a long day of waiting.

I can't wait can you tell?

I could just spit.

I was going to enter a photo contest right.
So what do I do? Wait till the last day and enter. Sounds easy right?
WRONG!!!!!

I go to pay and my card was declined. UGH I have $$$$ in the bank. I'm so mad I could spit. So what do I do, I delete everything and I do mean everything.

When I come home for lunch I call the bank to find out what the deal is.
There was an error with the address. Easy thing to fix HAD I NOT DELETED EVERYTHING.

Again I am so mad my spit was red.
So maybe I just didn't need to enter the contest. I don't know. I'll get over it I'm sure but I have been bugging my family (all)for months to help me find just the right ones to enter

Sorry guys.

Here are the pics I chose. So enjoy. Because nobody else will see them.

Good morning!!!
Is it cold or what? I'm not ready. I don't have long pants to wear. Oh I have jeans but can't wear those to work.
Which means I have to go shopping UGH! I hate shopping just about as much as I hate the color RED. It's EVIL.
Sure wish my sis would come down and help me. HINT HINT.
Good news about this week tho I learned the nieces are coming this weekend.
I'm so excited I'm jumping out of my skin.
Well off to work I go.
Make it a good day!!

LIVE LAUGH LOVE

Can you believe it's Sept. already?

Where has the time gone?

As a kid the time goes by so slow. Now that I am an adult the time is flying. Why is that?
What are we doing different? Does it do it so we don't notice that we are getting old at the speed of light?

Don't get me wrong I love the age I am, wouldn't have it any other way.
But what have I missed? Have I lived life to the fullest? No I have not and that is a shame.

God gave me this life to live it to the fullest. To enjoy it, treasure it, and share it. I have shared. Not alot, I am very picky with whom I share my life with. I have enjoyed life, not to the fullest by any means. Treasure it? I don't know, I damage it with the cigs, I have abused it with food, I have marked it for life with tattos and scars. Ok lets be real stretch marks. So in some aspects no. But in other ways I have treasured it. I did not give it away freely before marriage, but waited for the man that I love and married.

Would God be proud of me and who I have become? I hope so.
Would he be disapointed in me because I didn't live life to the fullest? Probably not. Don't get me wrong I am not even trying to guess what he is thinking about me. That would be to BOLD.
But I hope that he knows that I am human and can't get over the fear of trying something out of character.

Regrets? I have plenty of them. I think everybody does.
Do I think that time is going to slow down when I do live life to the fullest. NO.

Time is our enemy.
Or it could be our friend.
If it goes by at the speed of light then that just means we get to be with HIM that much faster. Right?

Live life like it is your last day on earth.
LIVE LAUGH LOVE

How do you turn your moods around?

What makes us happy?
Are you one of those people that wake up happy? Does it take you awhile to wake up and slowly move towards happy?
Do you hear your spouses voice and your happy or see the sunrise?
I think I am a happy person, very happy no. Is anyone? My mother always told us that you are in charge of your moods. I believe that totally. I choose my moods.
But....... when you wake up mad,feeling bad, scared, or whatever how do you change that mood around? What does it take?
I woke up in an ok mood. Then everything went south. The bird wouldn't shut up, there were cups sitting everywhere, bread crumbs on the counter, the toilet is leaking, the window shades were open. Small things, really small things to ruin your day.
Now I have to go to work and change my mood before I get there. How?
I have my coffe and my cigs., that will go far, NOT.
I thought about calling my sis and talk to her and the kids but that is a crutch for me. I rely on that to much. It is absolutly killing me not to call.
So I guess I just set my mind to it and do it.
So make it a great day. Find something today that makes you happy! Do something today that makes you happy!!!!

Sorry I haven't posted.
I got a new job and have been really stressed about it.
It's a good job but alot to learn.

Our trip to Manhattan

My lh fraternity


McPherson


River outside Manhattan


Every time we start out at oh dark thirty it's always foggy